closure

maybe the reason why we end up like this is because i gave up soon. i wasnt that strong. i didnt fight for our love. maybe i never saw how true is your love for me. i was blinded by lies..by jealousy..by my selfishness. i said goodbye in the wrong way. i dont want to see you. i know i wont have the courage to bid my farewell because i know that i still have love for you because i know that when u look at me it will weaken my armor..now all i have are "what ifs".. i have moved on but i guess i will never let go..not in this lifetime..